“There is a way that appears to be right, but in the end it
leads to death.”
Many men, blinded by sin and selfishness, recognize this
truth tragically too late. Death is our great curse, the penalty of our
rebellion against God. Yet God’s redemptive power is greater than our sin. The
greatest sin in man’s history was deicide—our God and creator, the maker and
sustainer of the universe entered His creation and we murdered Him. God took
this unimaginably wicked sin and used it to undo the curse, to free us from sin
and the clutches of the devil, and to bring us into a place of new life. God’s
redemption is greater than even our greatest sin.
God does not just redeem our sins; in His power He is
capable of redeeming even the just consequences of our disobedience. In The Death of Ivan Ilyich Leo Tolstoy
shows how God redeems the death of a foolish and worldly man, using the penalty
of his sin to free him from sin.
“Ivan Ilyich’s life had been most simple and commonplace—and
most horrifying.” Ivan is like most men and most men are worldly, self-indulgent, selfish, and
sinful—to live a commonplace life in our fallen world is to life a life apart
from Christ, a life that can only end in death and damnation. It is to live, in
a word, a horrifying life.
Throughout his life Ivan pursued all that which is easy and
pleasant. This keeps him from real relationships with people. He diminishes his
wife to a cook, house-cleaner, and partner in bed. She,
being a living and breathing woman, is both unwilling and incapable of being
reduced to this role. As a human being with free volition she interferes with
his pleasant life. For this reason he makes his work the center of his life. Ivan’s
work is a place where he can easily abstract himself from himself and live his
life passively. He does this by focusing on the tasks at hand while ignoring
their significance and the people that his decisions affect.
Ivan’s selfish and shallow approach to life is best
embodied in his love of cards. Whist is his central pursuit and consumes the
majority of his free time. Why does Ivan love it so much? It is pleasant and it
requires nothing of him.
The faults of Ivan are obvious to most readers, but Ivan is
completely blind to them. Everything he does is approved of by those in his
society so he has no reason to doubt their morality. Ivan is attracted to man’s
approval like a moth to light. When a moth attains its object and reaches the flame it loses its life. In the
same way, when society is worldly attaining society’s approval can only come at
the cost of losing one’s soul. This is the situation that Ivan is in when his
health begins to deteriorate: he has gained the world, but has forfeited his
soul.
While Ivan is healthy it is easy for him to ignore the fact
that he is in a state of sin and damnation. But illness soon makes him confront
his mortality and the way he has lived his life.
While he was healthy cards were his greatest care and pleasure.
At one point during his illness he misplayed a trick and lost a hand. This
would have been bad enough, but Ivan soon realizes that this doesn’t even
bother him. After all, what is one lost trick when one is confronting death?
This realization terrifies him.
In the same way, when healthy Ivan was able to abstract
himself from his job and his family. When he contemplates his death Ivan
realizes he is more than an abstraction. “Caius is a man, men are mortal,
therefore Caius is mortal” may be a valid syllogism, but Ivan is more than a
syllogism! He is a man with a past, a man with hopes, a man with pain and joy,
a man that has loved and been loved—surely his existence cannot be reduced to
this cold, hard fact of logic! In order to maximize his tranquility Ivan has been striving to abstract himself
from his life. Ironically, in contemplating his death, Ivan comes to realize
that he is more than a mere abstraction.
The growing pain that Ivan experiences begins to lead him
to question more aspects of his life, but the approval of his fellow man
prevents him from discovering the truth. “‘Perhaps I did not live as I should
have,’ it suddenly occurred to him. ‘But how could that be when I did
everything one is supposed to?’ he replied and immediately dismissed the one
solution to the whole enigma of life and death, considering it utterly
impossible.” Ivan’s failure to admit his faults keeps him from entering new life. He cannot
discover the real purpose of life before admitting that he has been chasing a
false purpose; he cannot have forgiveness without first admitting that he is
wrong.
On the last day Ivan of his life Ivan finally admits that
he had not lived how he ought to have lived. For a while this fills him with
fear—he has lived wrong and there is now no time to make amends and live as he
ought to live! This despair is graciously short lived. As Ivan seeks truth he
quickly finds it. “Yes, all of it was simply not the real thing. But no matter. I can still make it the real thing—I can.”
What is the real thing? It is not found in religious
observation. When Ivan receives last rites he immediately declares this is “Not the real thing.” He
has a vague sense that the “real thing” has to do with following his conscience
and that he ought not have suppressed a natural goodness that he used to have.
But the question remains, how can he retrieve that?
It is only when his son kisses his hand that Ivan finds the
real thing. What is the “real thing”? It is love—specifically gracious love
given to a sinner in spite of his sin. Receiving this unmerited love transforms
and regenerates Ivan. He goes from hating his wife to pitying and forgiving
her. Instead of clinging to his life for his sake he seeks to die for the sake
of others. And his fear of death? “What death? There was no fear because there
was no death. Instead of death there was light.”
Death, that which brings an end to life, is used by God to
bring life to Ivan. Facing his death forces Ivan to reevaluate his life and admit
that his life was not a real life. After he concedes this he is able to enter
into true life by means of his death.
In The Death of Ivan
Ilyich we see the mystery of redemption and the power of God to redeem the
worst of things and the most foolish of men. This work should challenge us to
see ourselves in Ivan and examine the unexamined parts of our life. It is appointed
unto every man to die. Any fool can see this in the face of death; a wise man
will contemplate it when he is brimming with health. Am I living as I ought to
live? On what basis do I even answer that question? Am I basing my
righteousness on that of Jesus Christ or the applause of my peers? Have I
repented of my vain and sinful pursuits? Life is waiting for us, but we can
only enter it by dying to ourselves. Reading this novella should lead us to
seek our life in Christ now and not wait until it is too late.
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